Tuesday, 1 January 2013
Sunday, 18 December 2011
Its All About.... A Day In Johor Bharu
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku
Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku
Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku
Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung
Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti
Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku
Monday, 28 November 2011
Its All About.... Exams
The exam weeks, I think I would be tough for her… everyone do feel that way I think including me when I was in Uni before…I try to give my best effort in making her happy and always concern about my beautiful Aina Husna studies.. I hope and pray every single day so that she can performed very well in her exams.. I will call her before and after exams to wish her the best of luck and pray that she been given Allah guidance.. Alhamdullilah, later on after the result already finals, she gave me her password and I help to check her results and it make me very proud as she pass with flying colors… CONGRAGULATION Ayang…!!!!
Its All About.... Perhentian
It time for vacation people…. This time around I took a leave to have a restful vacation at Perhentian Island but sadly she couldn’t came along.. Relaxing away from the cities was a great idea.. snorkeling, swimming, diving, underwater sightseeing was a joyful moment for me. But I always think about her all the time and I hope that she can be there with me to enjoy the moment. Everyday I will go and find a maxis connection even it were far away from the chalet just to call her to update about what the activities that I did the whole time I was on the island…
After 4 days at Perhentian, me and my friends went back to mainland and while waiting for the bus to KL I manage to walk around the town and I found this cute and big stuffed Nemo… from the moment I looked at that thing, I know that Aina Husna will definitely love it because it is very big… to show her how serious I am with her, I buy the Nemo for her..
It’s not the buying is a matter but it is some good changes in me as well because I never would buy a thing that big for anyone before and walk around the town with it while everybody was looking.. Maybe I was shy and ego before.. but for her, it was very special and I will do anything for her and I don’t care what people might say a guy bringing teddy Nemo and walk around some typical people. I can’t wait to get back to see her and bring the present..
Before I see her I told her that I capture a live Nemo for her, at first she doesn’t believe me but I made it so that she would believe that I bring the real one.. she was like “abg jahat, takmo kawan abg…sian Nemo” but soon after I show her the picture of Nemo she was “Abang…!!!!”… heee.
During the weekend I bring the Nemo to her and gladly she was very happy to received it… but few month later, Nemo ears fell off.. Kesian Nemo
Its All About.... Another Weekend
This week was another great weekend because we spend our weekend together, adore each other face and talk and talk and laugh and smile and I was soo happy because she was there in front of my eyes. We spend the whole weekend together and enjoy every second we had because few weeks later she will have to study for her exams which are near. I really bless to be able to help in her assignment and studies sometimes… : )
Thursday, 24 November 2011
Its All About.... Malaysia Kecil
A week has past and we plan for another meet up in Melaka coz we miss each other company so much.. a week felt like a year for us… this time we plan another nice time together but we go to some place in Melaka that I never been before even though I studied in UiTM for almost 5 and a half years. The place is call Mini Malaysia..
Many might think that Mini Malaysia is a common place to go or not a very exciting place to hang out… but for us, any new place will impose a wonderful memories because we had each other while holding hand like we never be apart..
There, we see a beautiful and rare meteor rocks that been collected by some collectors and we enter almost every state house in that place especially the house of Johor and Perak.. even though the place was not well maintain but it was good enough for us to imagine and pose for a few picture there.. heee
After finish wonder around to all the houses we go and feed the rabbit and a donkey… it was fun because she was very very happy playing with those cute rabbit.. I think the rabbit like her… huh jealous.. I also remember that how I ask her to feed the donkey and…... hihihi (comel la awk time tu)
Later it’s already late evening and a lots of mosquito bite me but the strange thing is the insect don’t bite my lovely girlfriend… hmm.. maybe because she so cute that the mosquito also don’t want to disturb her.. keh3.
After we take a walk and snap a few picture to remember the moment later on, we head out to get something to drink, while waiting to finish our drink, we order a keychain.. it look like Keris and we ask to shop keeper to carve our name on the keychain… so sweet~~~.
Later after Magrib we had our dinner together and before I left Negeri Bersejarah, once again it was hard to leave because we had so much fun together… bye2 sayang till we meet again next week… : ) definitely miss her few hour later… arghh..!!! have to wait for another week..adoi.
Its All About.... My Birthday
It’s my birthday…!!! Wow I was a great day to remember.. flashback to 18 Mac this year, it was the first time I celebrate my birthday with my Love Aina Husna. U guys know why it is so wonderful?? It is because she cook me a cute little chocolate cake with a cute candle on top and I still keep the candle until now.. everytime I look at it, it remind me of the moment we had on that day.
At first she want to treat me lunch at Kenny Rogers in Mahkota Parade and as soon as we order our food I didn’t realize that she had plan a birthday surprise for with her friends.. as we enjoy our drinks, suddenly she call her friend which already reach the place… her friend shyly came from behind me, at first I was suspicious why her friend hiding at the back and a few minute later she and her friend tadaaa..!! me with a birthday cake.. I was blush but wow..!! this is a great birthday cake because I receive none for a very long time.. hehehe kesian saya. The most beautiful about the cake were the cake was specially made for me by her hands… I Love u even more Sayang….
The first birthday gift that I received from her is a blanket, not a normal blanket but a very cute and beautiful one… pink in color ooo… don’t play play.. I still using that blanket though because I love everything that she gave me, I appreciate it so much…
After a while if I’ve been told by her that she actually love that blanket so much and she buy it for me so that one day when we get married she can share the blanket with me… weee~~~ she so thoughtful and romantic.. no wonder it is pink.... MISS U DEAR….
The happiest memories on my birthday… I really want to thank u for that lovely day Sayang… ---<@
Wednesday, 23 November 2011
Its All About.... I Love Aina Husna
U know what, the purpose for this blog to be written and read are not only for the purpose that my children someday will read it or for me to remember everything that happen to me when i forget about it as i am getting older every second...
But the real purpose for this few story to be written is because i want Aina Husna to know how much i LOVE her so much and how much i appreciate every moment we had together.
And the sole purpose above all is to say..........
I LOVE U, AINA HUSNA BINTI ROSLI
After the great date together… I went off to Sabah for a month long… I was really sad because I would not see her for a whole month.. I cannot live a day there without missing her so much.. I will always text and call her every single day to update what I was doing and to catch up what stories that she want to share.. We took our own picture everyday and send to each other so that the small part of us that miss each other so much will feel release. Fuh, good thing that technology has been developed… : )
Spending my day to day at Kota Kinabalu was great because I never been there and everywhere I go I will think about her and I often by her a gift from any place that I visit.. I buy the thing that I think that she will look more beautiful when wear it on.. and I even buy her a lots of lovely and delicious chocolate and there are also some for her mom… I remember she said that her mom like Cloud 9 and I buy I big pack for her mom… (try to bodek) hihihi.
As the feeling of missing her getting stronger and stronger, it is finally time for me to get back to Semenanjung… I cant wait to see her… I miss u Aina Husna…
A week after I am back from Sabah, I went to Melaka to send all the lovely gift and chocolate to her.. the more reason for me to see her.. hehehe. We again spend out time together for dinner and we kept looking at each other face because the love and miss we had for the past 1 month being apart from each other. The more the Love I felt for her each minute goes by. I remember we had some romantic moment by putting the food we had into each other mouth.. hihi it was lovely..
A week after that, she came to KL with her friend and her friends drop her off near Serdang RnR and I pick her up there. That day we plan to go to Low Yat to buy her Blackberry phone.. After we reach the place, we search for a good vendor that can offer good price for that phone.. Finally we found one and we buy the phone… gladly she get the one that she really like..
After buying the phone and see how happy her face shows, we stay for a day in KL. We together explore her new phone and uploaded the Whatapps software so that we can communicate more with each other when apart. On Sunday we head back to Melaka. I already plan to take a leave from work on Monday so that I can spend more time with her in Melaka. We just spend the holiday making our moment together count and happy. After I send her home back to her apartment, I book a Hotel to stay and wait for something great to happen.. U know what people, she cook a delicious spaghetti with meat balls for me and it was a lots for a person to finish but believe it or not I manage to finish all the food specially made for me… (teruja saya) I was really grateful and happy, it make me love her even more and more. Thank You Sayang…!!!!
Monday had clock in and it was time for her to get to reality where she had to go to classes that morning. The best part was when we had our 1st breakfast together and then I send her off to UiTM and soon after that I pick her up in front of the UiTM main entrance to take her for lunch. After we had our lunch together.. After our stomach is full, I send her back to UiTM for her next classes. I then go straight back to my reality in KL… that evening I refresh the moment we had together and I call her to say how much I appreciate and love her sooooo much… I am certain that she is the #1 for me.
The next story will be more exciting because it’s my birthday… yeay…!!!!
Wait for it ya.. : )
Its All About.... Malacca
Hello Sayang and readers… I want to continue straight from my previous stories starting from the first time I hold her hand… from that moment I know that she will accept me and we shall be couple. I want her to become my very last girlfriend that I will cherish the most and forever.
Our trip was really great and full with comfort and love. We arrive at Melaka almost evening and we go around Pantai Pengkalan Balak and we had a cup of Cendol there… I remember she love to take my picture from the back…hehehe she’s cute though.. after that we go straight to Marina Beach near Klebang but before that we had our Solat at nearby mosque and after the Solat something great happen again where she shake my hand and kiss it… hmmm felt wonderful..
We spent out time at Marina doing our catch up learning what has she experience for the past few year, we smile, we laugh, we had fun watching kite falling from the sky into the ocean… hahaha it was funny, we even count how many kite that do a kamikaze.. During that time.. nothing can distract me from looking straight to her face and directly to her eye and realize how beautiful and gorgeous she were. Haah~ I am in LOVE…ting3.
The time show almost 6.30 in the evening and we head back to her apartment so that she can take a bath and I went to the Al-Azim mosque getting ready for Magrib prayers. After the prayer I rush back to pick her up with her best friend Nurul Ain. We then go to my all time favorite Asam Pedas near Renaissance Hotel. The Asam Pedas was great exactly as I remember during my studies in UiTM before.
After we took some picture to remember the moment, we head back to the apartment to send her and her friend back home. It was hard for me to go back to KL as I really want to stay with her as I am really in love. That night also something beautiful happen again when she kiss my hand and I kiss her hand.. It’s really show how she respect me and how much I adore her. Then straight to KL I go with a smile in my face all the way… huhu
Thursday, 13 October 2011
Its All About.... The 1st Lovely Moment
The stories are back readers…..
The stories continue after I left out before where I and the love of my life meet again at the terminal Bukit Jalil….
After pick her up, we when to Subway restaurant and had our lunch for the day and soon after that we go and watch the movie… what movie was that…hmmmm aiyak can’t remember… wait I go and call her..
Haaa… the movie was the Gulliver’s Travel… it was an enjoyable movie.. I am glad it made us both laugh.. we had great moment together.. after the movie ended, I took her to the hotel where I has book earlier..
Talk about the hotel, the night before, I was getting really nervous because I know that she want to come and see me and I was afraid that she didn’t get a nice place to sleep for the night.. I took some effort and browse through the internet to find a perfect room for her, and after a while I decide that Armada Hotel were the perfect place. Fuh..!!
Continue after the movie, we arrive at the hotel where she will be staying for the night and I check in for her then after that we straight go to the Secret Recipe restaurant at Kota Damansara to celebrate her belated birthday… we had 2 slices of cake and a good dinner.. we talk we talk and we talk for a while because it seem that soooo much I want to catch up with her since its already been 2 year..
Just after our stomach cool off a bit after digesting the food we ate, we when to the I-City to enjoy the colorful light under the moon.. we took picture where people not permit to enter, we laugh, we talk, we had a great time together… then we buy Buntal and Bobo where she get to keep Bobo and I get to keep Buntal to remind us later about our great 1st date together. The inconvenient was, during that day…everywhere we go, there are a lots of people.. so it kind of pack.. but we still manage to occupied our self with each other. I don’t know about her, but for me it was a great night that I cherish..
It almost 2 o’clock in the morning and I took her to the Hotel and walk her to her room.. then after she has settle her things I make sure that the room was comfortable enough for her… I am glad she love it.. I then go straight to my house and took a shower.. that night it was hard for me to get a sleep because my mind was full with the sweet memories with her..
Tomorrow morning she wake me up after I took a sleep again after my Subuh prayer… if I am not mistaken it was about 11 o’clock in the morning and I straight go to the hotel to pick her up and check out for her. We then head back to Malacca. During our way to Malacca it was the first time where I hold her hand tight while the other hand was driving on the steering wheel. I cant stop remembering those feeling up until now.. I was sooo damn nervous because I was afraid that she’s going to reject me.. just as I look to the left, she was smiling… and I realize that she also happy to have me (perasan…!!)
Huh… I feel kind of sleepy already… I will share the moment we spend in Malacca later alright people..
To my princess Aina Husna Rosli.. I wish u had a sweet good night sleep.. Muuuuaaaahhh…!!!!
Its All About.... The Traffic Light That Give Me Some Inspiration
Even though she is my angel that serve the purpose to protect my heart from bad things and fill it with love and kindness... i still want to protect her back even i am just a normal guy because the thing she did has just make my heart become more loving and caring...
i want to be there... always for my angel Aina Husna for the rest of my life to protect, love and care no matter what hardship i might face in the coming future because my heart had found it's true love..
Sayang awak Aina Husna Rosli....
Tuesday, 20 September 2011
Its All About.... My Heart
I been sick for a while and yesterday i go and see Doctor to had it checked...
The Doc said that he had to do an X-ray on me and after a while he come out with the result..
The Doc said that he found something inside my heart... U know... what he found was Aina Husna..
The Doc also said that he can't take her out of my chest because i could died..
The Doc also said that i'am actually not sick at all, it is the feeling of love and missing someone dear to me..
The Doc said that she can make a lots of feelings inside my chest but not to worry because i don't need a medicine as she can become a cure for me in anyway..
The Doc said that she can fill my heart with colors as she can make me happy, sad, warmth, confident and loving toward other..
The last thing that the Doc said was.. 'U can go home now and make sure U go and meet the real Her so that U can refill those medicine... have a nice day' is what he said... so, i just smiled and plan to see my princess soon... TQ Doc...
If you are reading this Aina Husna... always remember that i love u so much and i can't live without u SAYANG because you are the content and medicine for my special HEART... : )
The Doc said that he had to do an X-ray on me and after a while he come out with the result..
The Doc said that he found something inside my heart... U know... what he found was Aina Husna..
The Doc also said that he can't take her out of my chest because i could died..
The Doc also said that i'am actually not sick at all, it is the feeling of love and missing someone dear to me..
The Doc said that she can make a lots of feelings inside my chest but not to worry because i don't need a medicine as she can become a cure for me in anyway..
The Doc said that she can fill my heart with colors as she can make me happy, sad, warmth, confident and loving toward other..
The last thing that the Doc said was.. 'U can go home now and make sure U go and meet the real Her so that U can refill those medicine... have a nice day' is what he said... so, i just smiled and plan to see my princess soon... TQ Doc...
If you are reading this Aina Husna... always remember that i love u so much and i can't live without u SAYANG because you are the content and medicine for my special HEART... : )
Sunday, 18 September 2011
Its All About.... The Thought
Jika kau dahulukanku sebelum yang lain sepertiku akan aku bahagiakanmu sepanjang umurmu hingga selagi dianugerahkan nafas kepadaku.
Dan jika ada salahnya aku maka katakan yang benar dan yang tulus padaku.
Tidak aku menunding menunjukkan 1 kebodohanku dan 3 keangkuhanku kerana hanya apa yang ku pinta adalah teguran, kejujuran & kesetiaanmu bagiku menghias perhubungan dan talian yang bakal kekal ini.
Insyallah.
Aku menyayangimu kerana Allah taala.
Sunday, 4 September 2011
Its All About.... The Trip To Bukit Jalil
Hi People, Salam Hari Raya Aidilfitri…
The last story I wrote about how I found my greatest love was in July… now I am back to share with u guys the story about us… The last part I left was about December coming to an end and blank page of new year is coming to be filled with new stories, memories and experience : )
New year (1st January 2011) is the best moment of my life where my future BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND coming to see me from Kedah… at first we just simply plan to meet each other when we get the chances.. but I didn’t expect it was that day…
Few day before the New Year, she took a bus from Sg. Petani, Kedah to Melaka and get back to her rented house as her classes will soon started. On the 1st day of 2011 (I think it was Saturday), during the morning around 10am, she took a bus and headed straight to KL to see me.. Unfortunately, on that morning, credit on her handphone was almost zero so she couldn’t wake me up or notice me earlier as she was on the way to meet me. : (
After a journey of almost 150KM, she reach bus terminal @ Bukit Jalil.. she immediately find herself a top up just to contact me.. after her handphone had been refill, she contacted me… BUT, unfortunately I wasn’t awake yet.. after I received a call from her around 1pm, I was shocked and blur..
Even I was in shocked after I realized that she has already waited for me at Bukit Jalil, I still sit on my bed and blur thinking is this a dream… I am already awake.. after a while, I rushed to the toilet and take a bath… I realize I was sooo late on our first date after so long we had not seen each other.. (Arggghh tidak…. !!! kenapa ini terjadi) this was actually due to how excited I am to see her that night until I couldn’t get an early sleep.
After drive like a Samseng Jalanan (Wahahaha), I make it there after an hour she waited for me there patiently (sian sayang saya tu). I got a nice parking even it was far away.. I ran to the waiting place near the bus counter and I found her… seated on the front row calmly and patiently while holding her handphone… Then I sneak out to the back just to stare at her and to see how she would react.. This is because I still didn’t believe she were just right in front of me. Few minutes pass by, I walk slowly to meet her.. I stood just in front of her and I see a smile on her face, I guess both of us still didn’t believe the person stood in front of each other.
After saying I am really am sorry for the long waits, I immediately took her bag and we both walk to the car.. what is on my mind was (OMG did I ruined the moment?, did she get angry because I am late?, did she really come here to see me?).. Gladly see just smile to see me and she just follow me right to the car..
Inside the car… the best part was when everytime I look at her or when my eyes straight looking into her eyes, she would laugh and close her face… hihihihi.. I miss those faces she make.. she said (malu la abang…janganla)..
Suppose, I should straight share the stories about us after we both get into the car… But, I want to save it for later.. Stay Tune.. (Ini pun da panjang kan).
I really miss my LOVELY LOVE AINA HUSNA.. lama nyer tak jumpa due to the Hari Raya Holidays… : (
Sunday, 14 August 2011
Its All About.... Today
Hi readers.....!!
After so long i take a break from writing in this blog, today i just want to express what i felt...
Today mood was really great.. i felt wonderful feeling towards my blog as my one and only girlfriend write something in her blog... even it was simple, but i make me smile tonite... me me want to sleep with a restful feeling.... Love u So Much Aina Husna.... : )
That's all for tonight..... sure to continue in near future... till meet again
Selamt bersahur and berpuasa to all...
Tuesday, 19 July 2011
Its All About.... How It Starts.
Hi again… since my last writing few minutes before, I think I just go straight to the stories about my path to meet the one I really love now…
The year 2010…. a great year for me to start my career and to stabilize my financial. Throughout the year, I only had a chance to met her once when I had a job in Melaka for almost 3 week somewhere in JUNE, I actually set some plan with her friend to “lepak” and eat some “ikan bakar” somewhere nice in the city plus I actually want to see her, to get to know the stories about her.. about how well she was doing for the past 6 months. During that time, I know I am still far from her since she already had someone in heart. I was stupid because I put a block of wall in front of me to prevent me to get close or to get to love her even more.. I actually regret what I did.. but her friend keep me still to contact her.. keep saying that she still thinking of me… THEN, something unfavorable happen again as I received a message that prevents me to see her again… there goes the time of silence between us again..
As time past by, November 2010… she contacted me again saying that she was on the way to Kedah to spend her time there with her aunty… For a month she stays there and during that time, we been close to each other again through phone, messages and MMS.. We do some catch-up on what we had left before and she also learns how to make Nasi Briyani..(till now still didn’t get the chance to taste it…huhuhu). During that one month period, we share each other feeling about everything, share our picture together and share our understanding for each other.. we develop and realize that there are chemistry involves in each and every word we say to each other… we start to send each other pictures through MMS to let both parties knows what we were doing everyday and give opinion in every problem we face to help and motivates each other.
December 2010… the precious moment during the beginning of our relationship… each day I felt that I am closer to her heart even though I am not sure about the feeling myself.. I myself was not sure because I still didn’t know how she felt about me after so long us being apart from each other. The feeling of seeing the reality of her in front of me keep getting bigger and bigger, our conversation keep getting longer and longer, our feeling keep getting stronger and stronger, and the photo that we gain from each other getting more and more addiction for me to meet the person from the other side of the phone. Each minute I waited my message to be reply and my call to be returned from her… eager to reply and eager to pick up everything from her.. Really do appreciate the person who invent the handphone.. hahaha… ya Allah… is this LOVE.. I appreciate that I had been given this opportunities to give my love for the person that met all my criteria..
December coming to an end and a new 2011 is coming near… something is coming… something that I don’t expect to come will happen… it near… owh man… I shall continues this latter.. till next time…. : )
Sayang, if u read this later on… know that I LOVE u so much..
Its All About.... The Past
Hi there, here goes my stories again.... it might be boring for some people but for me it a wonderful memories that I owned and cherish for the rest of my life. That what make me, ME, reminded me always of whom I love and whom I want to share my life with.
The stories I left out before was in 2010, the stories continues as I still had feelings for the lovely angel I mention before in “It All About… Her”…. Although throughout the year of the Golden Tiger (2010), I happen to lost any contact with her, I don’t even know what she does or how well she studies because I was afraid to contact her for some good reason happen during the end of 2009.
During the days when 2009 almost left us, I happen to plan a surprise which actually a surprise party for her beautiful self in order to redeemed my promise… suddenly it turn out the other way around where I am the one being surprise of some big news about her…. Its all end up with a surprise which didn’t involve me in the set. I think it will make her happy in someway during that time… the feeling during that time was so blurr, angry, sad, happy because the plan that I made so long was crush.. The saddest part was when I couldn’t deliver the present that I brought for her as it was donated to the rubbish bin…hahaha. The most regrettable things that I had done was without thinking that I still might had the chance to meet her again 1 day.. I regret I let my emotion take over me which led me to throw the present away. But now I take the mistake that I’ve done for the better future ahead.
After writing so long… I realize that I actually want to write about the stories about me and her in the year 2010 but I end up writing stories about a year before that…huhuhu..
Taking you guys back a bit…hehehe.
Stay tune… got to go now to fulfill my prayer to Allah.. : )
(Ya Allah, ko rapatkan lagi jodohku dengan dia ya Allah, akan ku jaga dia sepenuh hatiku hingga akhir hayatku)
Thursday, 14 July 2011
Its All About.... Her
Its all About... Her.. she the person i mention before that make my life blooms like the field of flowers...(hahaha hati ada taman woo)..
SHE..she came to my simple life since early 2011.. new great year for me.
Before that, let me take the story to where i met the beautiful SHE.. i met her since my last semester in university.. we go camping together near KARAK highway and i only realize her existence only after the sun light shine upon her face in the morning light even though we set up the camp since the moon shine above our head (apakah benar cinta pandang pertama??). From my first impression, she look so damn beautiful just enough to please my eyes and then i started my move to looked up closely.. started to talk to her friends before i ask for her name.. BUT, sadly seemed like no interest showed from her expression yet.. after we went back to the metropolitan life after enjoying the monkey environment, i started to contact her to get more closer to her but as time past by.. i realize there isn't much time because i already facing my critical time for me to end my student lifestyle... i believe i don't put a mark into her life that she will remember me after im not there.. sadly it end up with an sour feeling because each will enter new journey of our life... just before i went back to KL, she gave me something that i will remember and till now still in my possession which is a simple card saying "GOOD LUCK" and a picture of myself which is drawn by she herself.. from there i know there still hope and i promise her that i will make it to her birthday just as an excuse to see her again.. : )
As second, minutes, hours, days, weeks and months past by... it came to the week just before her birthday which i promise to make it up to her... i was so excited and looking forward to that event as i planned many things for her... 2 days still in counting, i received a very sad news that i neglect to mention here which make me sad and broken.. adding to the sadness, i myself just broke the first promise i made for her.. BUT.. above all that, seeing and heard stories of she being happy from her friend calm myself down with a small smile shown through my face..
As months goes by in 2010, we lost contact to each other.... we live our separated days without knowing any news or stories about each other.. it is the best for both parties...
the stories will continues in All About... Her (Part2)
SHE..she came to my simple life since early 2011.. new great year for me.
Before that, let me take the story to where i met the beautiful SHE.. i met her since my last semester in university.. we go camping together near KARAK highway and i only realize her existence only after the sun light shine upon her face in the morning light even though we set up the camp since the moon shine above our head (apakah benar cinta pandang pertama??). From my first impression, she look so damn beautiful just enough to please my eyes and then i started my move to looked up closely.. started to talk to her friends before i ask for her name.. BUT, sadly seemed like no interest showed from her expression yet.. after we went back to the metropolitan life after enjoying the monkey environment, i started to contact her to get more closer to her but as time past by.. i realize there isn't much time because i already facing my critical time for me to end my student lifestyle... i believe i don't put a mark into her life that she will remember me after im not there.. sadly it end up with an sour feeling because each will enter new journey of our life... just before i went back to KL, she gave me something that i will remember and till now still in my possession which is a simple card saying "GOOD LUCK" and a picture of myself which is drawn by she herself.. from there i know there still hope and i promise her that i will make it to her birthday just as an excuse to see her again.. : )
As second, minutes, hours, days, weeks and months past by... it came to the week just before her birthday which i promise to make it up to her... i was so excited and looking forward to that event as i planned many things for her... 2 days still in counting, i received a very sad news that i neglect to mention here which make me sad and broken.. adding to the sadness, i myself just broke the first promise i made for her.. BUT.. above all that, seeing and heard stories of she being happy from her friend calm myself down with a small smile shown through my face..
As months goes by in 2010, we lost contact to each other.... we live our separated days without knowing any news or stories about each other.. it is the best for both parties...
the stories will continues in All About... Her (Part2)
Its All About.... Me
It all about..ME, since the beginning (stone age i guess..huhuhu) i started everything independently to serve my purpose to everything i hold dears to me. i work my way out, tear my body to the max, torched my brain to think more and more which affected my way of thinking toward people... toward myself.. toward my attitude... i started being more n more mysterious, rebellious and secretive. THAT the old ME..
BUT..... Since last year there SOMEONE... someone i met loong way before... which i admired during my studies (study ke berangan??)... that girl (of course) started a new chapter in my life....she changes my way of thinking and attitude without asking me to do so... it just the aura and chemistry that she generate make everything seems smooth..
I pray to Allah to show me the path to happiness and to show me someone to love and to care each and everyday... NOW im thankful to HIM because the opportunity that been given to me.. for which i will cherish and care for her as much as i can. This GIVE also show me the ways to be much better in life... matured in mind and healthy in stomach (hahaha).
Not much to say about me actually..stay tune to read IT ALL About... HER
BUT..... Since last year there SOMEONE... someone i met loong way before... which i admired during my studies (study ke berangan??)... that girl (of course) started a new chapter in my life....she changes my way of thinking and attitude without asking me to do so... it just the aura and chemistry that she generate make everything seems smooth..
I pray to Allah to show me the path to happiness and to show me someone to love and to care each and everyday... NOW im thankful to HIM because the opportunity that been given to me.. for which i will cherish and care for her as much as i can. This GIVE also show me the ways to be much better in life... matured in mind and healthy in stomach (hahaha).
Not much to say about me actually..stay tune to read IT ALL About... HER
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